Day one of my blog

Hiya, Well last nght I asked a good friend of mine Ellie if she fancied joining me on the moon walk!!
Ellie is going to be 40 the day before me, although I have to say she seems way more chilled out about this then I am.

40th...Mmmmmm this has a bad ring to it, I guess as I know the next big one will be 50...arrrgghhh.

Anyway, to lead me up to my 40th I have decided to write a blog, I feel it will be like therapy for me and also it will help me note down my training for the 26miles ahead in June.

Getting to 40 seems like a waste of years, I am kicking myself that I have not done more with the last 39. I had my children early and maybe that has been my block..or am I using that as an excuse?
There's only one way to find out and that is to push that excuse to one side and make no excuses from today onwards.

Not really sure what adventures I would have wanted to do so I am going to make a list of ones I want to do...before I am 50!!

VISIT: Africa, Vegas, Australia and China
DO: Sky dive, Deep sea dive, Balloon ride, Horse ridding,
LEARN: A Language, ball room dancing, to do the right thing!!
HAVE: enough money to buy womens essentials when needed...and just because I can !!
KNOW: That being older makes you wiser not wrinkly and I want the lines around my eyes to be from laughing not crying!!!

So my list is done for now...and I will mark them off over the years. This is for me and not for anyone else, so I will succeed and make MY dreams come true.

My knee is getting loads better after my operation and I can't wait till I start training again. So for now...till I have more to tell...I will sign off.

Love those who are close to you as no one lives for ever.
Caz xxxxxxx

29weeks and 6days till I am 40!!